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So, I've decided I need a comprehensive list of all the movies I've seen. I'm an odd OCD-er. Current count: 277 0-9 10 Things I Hate About You 101 Dalmations 2001: A Space Odyssey 28 Days Later 3:10 to Yuma 300 50 First Dates A A Bug's Life A Clockwork Orange A Goofy Movie A Midsummer Night's Dream A Series of Unfortunate Events Across the Universe Addams Family Addams Family Values Aladdin Alice in Wonderland American Psycho Anastasia And Now For Something Completely Different Annie Aristocats Atlantis: The Lost Empire Austina Powers: Man of Mystery Austin Powers: The Spy Who Shagged Me Austin Powers: Goldmember B Babe Balto Balto II: Wolf Quest Bambi Batman Begins Batman Forever Batman Returns Beauty and the Beast Becoming Jane Bedknobs and Broomsticks Beetlejuice Benny & Joon Big Fish Birds the Black Cauldron Blades of Glory Blazing Saddles Blue Lagoon Boondock Saints Borat Brave Little Toaster Breakfast Club Breakfast on Pluto Brotherhood of the Wolf Brothers Grimm Bruce Almighty Bug's Life Burn After Reading C Carrie Cars Casanova Casino Royale Carrie Cats & Dogs Charlie & the Chocolate Factory Charlotte's Web Cheaper by the Dozen Chicago Children of the Corn Chocolat Christine Christmas Story Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe Chronicles of Riddick Cinderella City Lights Cloverfield Clueless Constantine Corpse Bride Covenant Coyote Ugly Craft Cruel Intentions Cry-Baby Curious Case of Benjamin Button D Daredevil Dark Knight Dark Half Day After Tomorrow Death Becomes Her Devil Wears Prada Disco Pigs Donnie Darko Down with Love Dumbo E Eastern Promises Edward Scissorhands Eight Below Elizabethtown Ella Enchanted Emperor's Club Emperor's New Groove Empire Records Equilibrium F Fantasia Fatal Attraction Fight Club Finding Nemo Flubber Flyboys Forsaken Fox and the Hound From Hell G George of the Jungle Get Smart Golden Compass Grease Gypsy 83 H Hannibal Hannibal Rising Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix Heathers Hercules Hidalgo History of the World - Part I Holes Honey, I Blew Up the Baby Honey, I Shrunk the Kids Honey, I Shrunk the Neighbors House of Usher Hunchback of Notre Dame I If... I'm Not There In Bruges Incredibles Inspector Gadget J Jacket James and the Giant Peach John Tucker Must Die Jungle Book Jurassic Park Jurassic Park 3 K Kill Bill, Vol. 1 Kill Bill, Vol. 2 L Labyrinth Lady and the Tramp Lara Croft: Tomb Raider Lara Croft Tomb Raider: The Cradle of Life League of Extraordinary Gentlemen Legally Blonde Legally Blonde 2: Red, White and Blonde Life of Brian Lilo & Stitch Lion King Little Mermaid Little Miss Sunshine Little Rascals Little Shop of Horrors Little Women Lord of the Rigs: Fellowship of the Rings Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers Lord of the Rings: Return of the King Lords of Dogtown Lost Boys M Machinist Mamma Mia! Man in the Iron Mask Mary Poppins Max Payne Meaning of Life Meet Joe Black Mighty Joe Young Milk Miss Congeniality Miss Congeniality 2: Armed and Fabulous Miss Potter Monster's Ball Monsters, Inc. Monty Python and the Holy Grail Moonlight Moulin Rouge Mr. and Mrs. Smith Mulan Muppet Christmas Carol Muppet Treasure Island Murder by Numbers N National Treasure Ned Kelly Never Been Kissed Newsies Nightmare Before Christmas Nights in Rodanthe No Reservations Notebook O Old Yeller Oliver & Company Once Upon a Time in Mexico Order Outsider Outsiders P Pacifier Pan's Labyrinth Patriot Peter Pan Phantom of the Opera Pink Panther Pirates of the Caribbean: the urse of the Black Pearl Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End Pocahontas Practical Magic Prestige Pretty in Pink Prime Prince of Egypt Princess Bride Princess Diaries Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement Proof Q Quest for Camelot Quick and the Dead R Rebel Without a Cause Red Dragon Red Eye Reign of Fire Remember the Titans RENT Return to Neverland Return to Oz Robin Hood Robin Hood: Men in Tights Rocky Horror Picture Show Romeo + Juliet S The Santa Clause Se7en Secret Window Serenity Silence of the Lambs Sinbad: Legend of the Seven Seas Single White Female Sky High Sleeping Beauty Sleepy Hollow Snow White and the Seven Dwarves Spaceballs Speed Racer Spiderman Spiderman 2 Spiderman 3 Sweeney Todd: the Demon Barber of Fleet Street Sword in the Stone T Tarzan Thief and the Cobbler Thumbelina Titan A.E. Titanic Tom and Huck Toy Story Toy Story 2 Treasure Planet Tristan & Isolde Troy Tuck Everlasting Twilight Two Weeks Notice U Underworld Underworld: Evolution V V for Vendetta Van Helsing Village W Waitress Wall-E What's Eating Gilbert Grape Willy Wonka & the Chocolate Factory X X-Men 1 X-Men 2: X-men United X-Men 3: The Last Stand Y Z Zodiac |
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Answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer means. [No cheating!] 1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. Who is with you? 2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal? 3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal? 4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your DREAM house. How big is it? 5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? 6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining room table. What do you see on AND around it? 7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it? 8. What do you do with the cup? 9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at the edge of a body of water. What kind of body of water is it? 10. How will you cross the water? -------------------------- (WARNING: IF YOU WANT TO TAKE THIS QUIZ AFTER READING WHAT I HAVE FILLED IN DO NOT READ THE RESULTS BECAUSE IT WILL SPOIL THE WHOLE THING FOR YOU!!!!!!!! READ THE RESULTS ONLY AFTER YOUVE FILLED IT IN (If you want to)------------------------------------- 1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important person in your life. 2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems. 3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems. 4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems. 5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced. 6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy. 7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship. 8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude. 9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire. 10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be. |
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This week has been so shitty. |
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http://true-mad-hatter.livejournal.com/1 Forgive me if I'm a little stale, sa-chan. It's been so long. And yes, I totally copped out because I just couldn't think of how to directly start off from where we were. So, I was thinking we could skip the whole killing scene? If that doesn't fly with you, I can always go back and change it. I just started immediately after she killed him and the others ran off. Or should she kill them all? Details, details. ( The Aftermath ) |
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Confliction. Teen angst. Drama. Worrying about things that I no longer have control over. Being angry at life for what it throws at me. Um... what is "Things Maddy is Done With"? Ding ding ding! Correct! Yes, it's true - this is my new leaf turned. My Mid-Year's Resolution. My party was fun, amazingly so. It had a ton of great moments, and that's all I'm going to remember. Fuck the other stuff. |
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I'm just feeling a bit lonely, so I'm trying to keep busy. Stolen from Sarah <3 SO FAR IN 2008 : 1. Have you had a gf/bf? Nope. I'm fairly sure I'll go out the same, but I'm okay with that. 2. Have you had your birthday? 3. Been to church? 4. Cried? No, that's a lie; I think I do. I just don't have the guts. 5. Had someone close to you pass away? Metaphorically, yes; physically, no. 6. Pulled an all nighter? 7. Drank Starbucks? Always <3 8. Gone shopping? 9. Gone to the movies? 10. Been to the beach? 11. Bought something for over $200? 12. Met someone new? 13. Been out of your home state? 15. Slept in a friend's bed? 17. Snuck out of your own house? 18. Been in a bar? 19. Lied? 20. Gotten a car? 21. Kissed a stranger? 22. Drove somewhere? 23. Done something you regret? 27. Last time you took a bubble bath? 28. When was the last time you felt stupid? 30. Who was the last person who saw you cry? No one. I'm an expert at hiding it. 31. last person you watched a movie with? Stephanie, I think. 32. Who was the last person you danced with? Erm... no one? 33. Who last told you they loved you? Katie. <3 34. Who makes you smile most? But I guess that's how it goes, right? 35. What are you listening to right now? 36. What did you do yesterday? 37. Hugs or kisses? Hugs are most welcome. Kisses aren't, unless they're something cheesy like on my head or hand. ~*~*~*~ [You and Others] Are you special? Of course. If yes, what makes you special? I'm not sure. If no, then why?
Exactly what makes a person attractive? Do you feel comfortable in crowds? Do you feel comfortable being touched (Hugged etc) by other people? Do you find it easy to apologize? What was the last dream you remember? One I'm going to keep to myself. What do you think that dream was trying to tell you? What was the last thing you said to someone? And the purpose for saying it? What was the last good deed you did for someone? What was the last bad turn you did for someone? Why did you smile? Who was the last friend you spoke to? Sarah, then Will. What do you think of that friend? How do you feel now? Vulnerable. [Reactions] How do you react to: A couple being affectionate together: A bit uncomfortable. I think it's sweet, but still - not the time or place. A homosexual couple being affectionate together: The same as a straight couple. A sex scene on TV/Film: Uncomfortable if I was watching with a family member, but fine if it was with a friend. A person in tears before you: Someone being bullied/attacked: A tragedy or accident in the News: Praise from friends/loved ones: Insults from friends/loved ones: Praise from strangers: Insults from strangers: If the opportunity came, would you sooner: Travel to see a long lost old best friend, or a loved one: A loved one, I suppose. But I just want to travel. Go out partying all night or stay in at home: Move to live in a new city, or live where you were raised:New city. I'm tired of this rut. Date a celebrity, or stick with what you know: Start a career in music or within acting: Become rich or famous: Live within a large house or small apartment: Marry young and live happily ever after, or have multiple fun flings forever: Become known for famous or infamous deeds:
What are you going to do after this? Sleep, hopefully. Though, with my track record, that's unlikely. What are you going to do tomorrow? What are your plans for the next five years? Do you think you'll change within another five years? What career did you want as a child? What career do you want now? Do you want to live to be 100? Do you believe in life after death or reincarnation? [Finally] What do you want now? To not be so uncharacteristically miserable. How are you going to get/do it? I don't know. What question do you wish you were asked? What do you want? How would you answer that question? Answers. |
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MY SISTER JUST GOT INTO UK Yeah, my blood - that's right. Pharmacy school! 100 grand a year! " Congratulations! The Admission Committee at the University of Kentucky College of Pharmacy has recommended your tentative acceptance into the Professional Program in Pharmacy effective the Fall semester of 2008. Your acceptance is tentative because you will likely still have coursework to complete between now and when school begins in August. In turn, the College Administration has recommended to the University’s Admission office that you be admitted to the University of Kentucky. Within the next two weeks, you will receive an official letter of tentative acceptance along with other materials. If you have any questions, please feel free to contact our office. Again, congratulations! Phyllis Nally Director of Admissions" I'M SO HAPPY FOR HER! <3 |
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People keep saying I'm sad. "Oh, you look so sad." "Oh, what's wrong?" "You sound like something's bothering you" I don't think I'm sad. Well, I don't know. I guess you can't really call yourself happy when every chance you get, you dream of dropping everything and running for a new country with a new life and new possibilities. I know I never could actually do it; there's too many people I'd miss. My family, my friends..... But I keep dreaming about it. Especially when I think about certain things. If I am sad at all, that has to be the reason. I'm finally realizing that I can't just leave everything and head for Ireland; it's not practical. But aren't dreams supposed to be impractical? People always seem to laugh when I say I have to move to Ireland. 'Why Ireland?' When I say Ireland, you probably picture just another country, possibly with a bit more potatoes. But thats not what I picture. I picture rolling green hills with lush grass that soft enough to serve as a bed; I picture looking out the window of a small stone shack, watching a light mist of rain fall; I picture walking along an unpaved road, greeting perfect strangers and having them wave back; I picture laying down in a field of green and simply laying there for hours. That is my Ireland. And I think I'd die without it. So, maybe I am sad. But there's no use asking why; I'd never be able to explain it. |
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If you got someone you can say goodbye to. Wow, so Maddy's Law of only coming to Livejournal to rant, be emo, or to spam the webz up with even more delightful memes still seems to be holding true. I've come today to do the first and foremost. Once again, this is for me alone - my catharsis is all that's on my mind. If you have any negative comments, go tell 'em to your motha cause I don't wanna hear it. |
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Wow, I have lyke, two friends on here? I'm not expecting masterpieces. XD If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, [even if we don't speak often] please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE-UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised [or mortified] about what people don't actually remember about you. |
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My heart is heavy, but my mind is full: True lovers are meant to be together, and should be kept as so. For if they are forced apart, then they must travel out into the world to find a new mate, thus making more people unhappy. For no person could be with one and love another and still be happy. And no one could go living and loving in a one-sided relationship and be joyous. Content? Maybe. But no joy. "Write about what you know" is an absurd concept. If you are a mediocre writer, then yes, you should only choose topics that you have extensive knowledge in; otherwsie, you'll never find the words for a successful description. But, if you are a good - no, a fabulous writer, your topics should only be things that you haven't the foggiest about. Then your imagination is not chained by reality and you can think up the most gifted stories ever. You never value anything until it is gone; even in writing this, I have proved that. The only joy in writing comes from that solitary moment where you realize that your writing has affected someone else. Written words are beautiful, like a newly formed butterfly; spoken words are a sick bastardization, like a moth. If romance is dead, the culprit is logic. |
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I didn't get into GSA. I just got the letter today. They decieved me - am I the only one who thinks that the big envelope is supposed to be a good thing? I wouldn't expect much writing from me. My self-esteem is about as low as a blimp in China. It'll pass - hopefully. Until then, I just need to wallow. ~R.I.P.~ |
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Okay, I know. Technically, it's two days after. But I really wrote this yesterday as a true catharsis and it worked..... for a little while. Warning: Confused angst up ahead. ~R.I.P.~ Heath Ledger 1979 - 2008  |
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Oh, god...... I can't stop crying. Literally. And it's so insane to think about: just four hours ago, I was fine. I had a pretty good day at school, I came home, I took a nap - just a simple two hour nap - and when I wake up, my world falls apart. I feel oh-so-lovingly pathetic for this, seeing that he was just an actor. But he wasn't just an actor. I didn't just love him because he was adorable or he had this wonderful accent that always made you smile; I wasn't that shallow. Yes, I admit, I did love those things, but.... he was so good at what he did. He drew you into a movie and hypnotized you. Granted, he couldn't play every part known to man - only one known actor has been able to achieve that compliment. But the parts he did play, he was wonderful at. Everyone knows the movies he was in; he was definitely a presence. I'm devastated. Did you know he had a two year old daughter? This is just... surreal. Here's to you, Heath Ledger. You were more than a name in the credits to some of us; more than just an Australian prettyboy; more than a pampered celebrity in the tabloids. We cared for you - about you. You made us smile and laugh and cry. You brought joy simply by doing what you loved. My TV screen never lit up brighter than when you were on it. I just hope your family is alright. Ledger was found dead in his hotel room in the SoHo neighborhood of New York City on January 22, 2008. Ledger's body was found around 3:26 p.m. EST by a housekeeper and a massage therapist, who entered the bedroom to find him face-down and unconscious in bed with sleeping pills on a nearby night table. They moved his body to the floor and called authorities. Police do not suspect foul play but have not ruled out suicide or an accidental overdose. *R.I.P*
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It is a statement that is so true, it hurts. In books, so many wonderful things can happen! That's the appeal of writing: it's a world made exclusively by you. Anything you want, anything you crave, any outlandish, impossible, fantastic plot you can think of - it all comes true! All you have to do is put it into words. Who cares if anyone likes it? Many people are unhappy with the world, but the Creator (if he exists) just flips the bird and says 'screw you'! And you don't ever have to share it; no one has to know about it. The next great American novel is laying under someone's bed right now, collecting particles of dust on it's fabulous pages, and will continue to do so until the writer either feels s/he is ready to unleash her/his soul unto the world. Or they die. Whichever comes first. The freedom that gives! No judgement, no rules, no regulations; just you and your thoughts and your words. It's unthinkable. I never want to share my writing. Is that selfish? I think I'm just being careful. Vulnerability is not one of my favorite attributes; recent events have proven that. I love my horoscopes lately: "Taurus, Dec. 13th: Judge and evaluate your relationships by what that person has done for you in the past, not the pretty words that come out of their mouth." "Taurus, Dec. 15th: You're not at ease except with those who are willing to take a chance with you and put something of themselves on the line." They narrate a good portion of my feelings. It could be that I'm just taking a vague message and applying it to my life, but if the largest religion in the world can do that, why can't I? If it gives me the understanding and courage I need, what does it matter? And I do need courage; willpower is a fruitless attempt in my world. But I'm going to change that. I've had an epiphany. Although, I'm not sure it counts since it is the eighth one all referring to the same subject. And I've followed up with none. But I'm making another try. He's not ready - not able to give up a part of himself. Not to me, at least. I hate to seem self-centered in saying that's what I need someone to do, but that seems to be a case. And since he isn't ready, it's pointless to pine. I guess we all must pine for someone once in our lives. Although, I must admit, mine has been a bit of an unfair amount. But it doesn't matter. When everything is wrong, we move along. And I will. It may take a little bit, and it won't be all that easy. But I've done it before and I can do it again. Hopefully, I'll come out a bit smarter. So, until I am ready When all is done and said No comforting comments, please; I feel fine. ^^
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Wow, the only time I come on here is to post rant journals, emo journals, or memes! XD
Prison Song: The Minstrel's Prayer - Cartel Waking up: Rent - RENT (Well, I like that one!) First day of school: Hey Jude - The Beatles Falling in love: How to Save a Life - The Fray Fight song: Say My Name - Sick Puppies (Lovers quarrel XD) Breaking up: Me & Mr. Jones - Amy Winehouse Prom: Go It Alone - Beck (Well, that's not pathetic) Life: Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional Mental Breakdown: Pain - Jimmy Eat World Driving: Rental Car - Beck (Too freaky..... XD) Flashback: That Time - Regina Spektor (Nice!) Getting back together: A - Cartel Wedding: I'll Cover You -RENT (Aaaaw..) Birth of a child: Denise - Randy & the Rainbows (My child is named Denise) Final Battle: Bodies - Smashing Pumpkins Death Scene: The Suffering - Cohed & Cambria Funeral Song: Into the Ocean - Blue October End Credits: My True Story - Joe Rene |
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Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckity fucker fucking fuck! And more words to that association! Goddamnit, truly and utterly! I forgot about you! I got over you! I GOT OVER YOU! I forgot about YOU! Completely! As much as I could. I was so proud of myself. No, I hadn't really dated or liked anyone else. Maybe some, but not a lot. But that wasn't because of you! But maybe it was. Maybe I was lying to myself. Because, suddenly, one day, after MONTHS- Nearly a YEAR! Of not speaking, of no acknlowedgement WHATSOEVER! You talk to me again. And, no, I don't get angry; I don't act pissy I don't even give a cold shoulder. No I fucking give you advise! I counsel you! And actually try to help you with your problems! It's like some bad life-story from a pathetic, emo girl's writing. Why did you come back? Why are you talking to me? What made you jump back into my life, if only by this small margin?! What is wrong with me?
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Okay, emo rant ahead. So, if me being emo to let out my emotions and having the common decency to do it on here where you're not forced to listen to it is going to piss you off or make you see me differently, then just don't read. This is a catharsis FOR ME. I'm not in the mood to deal with any shit. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So, today, I've been thinking. Which, for me, is a bad thing to do, and today proves it right. When I think, I remember. And when I remember, I'm reminded why I never want to. I just remember all the mistakes I've made, and all the things that could've happened, and all the things that should've happened, and how Fate just keeps screwing me over in most departments. I'm so fucking tired of being looked down on. What the fuck did I do in a past life to deserve this fresh hell? I must've been goddamn Hitler. Or at least a relative. Even if all that's happening truly means nothing (and I admit, it could) The way it makes me feel just isn't right. Why does nothing seem to be going for me? Almost every fucking person, even my peers!, seem to look down on me. I'll never be good enough for this egotistical and shallow society, where a dress size is more important than how you treat people. And SAT scores are better than how creative you can be. Where, if you aren't told how to do everything little fucking thing, it will lead to chaos! Its goddamn Legalism! I thought we evolved people! I'm so worn out from worrying about EVERYTHING. My clothes, my hair, my face, my waist, my mind, my personality...... I'm forced to go to school with a plastered smile and a good attitude, even when I feel like dying! Because, if I don't, everything will turn to shit. People think their better than you; people think you think you're better than them. Can't we just be fucking equal?! Are we such a competitive society that that can't be accomplished?! No, they make us compete for everything! Grades, friends, money, love....... Why is it just one giant poker game?! And I feel like I have the lowest hand. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. I want to go to my dreams. That seems to be the only place where I am truly happy. And, now, society is making me feel bad for even presuming to have them. I'm just so tired of caring. |
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The cats in your house To save the mouse; Satellites told you now.... I miss Newsies.... I'M-A GONNA GO WATCH EET! ;D Pointless journal. But this is my new favorite song.
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I LITERALLY CAN'T BREATHE! Sa-chan, your nervousness has passed on to me, because I am freaking out right now! I'm so happy and excited and scared and nervous.....! AND ITS, LYKE, FIVE MONTHS AWAY! Okay, only Sarah knows what I'm talking about. Ariel, you should read this! Go here --> http://www.kentuckygsa.com/about/default.a Reeaaad.....
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Sincerely fucked-up